Sunday, June 24, 2012

I believe in confusion

I never like to be me .I am very confused myself and I just hate it .I tried to be bits and pieces of everyone around me .But even that's confusing ..especially in today's world where every one have their own identity

What's more confusing is that I am the one asking the question , waiting for myself to answer it .What if I am not asking the right question ? What if I am not clear on what to ask ? The worst part is what if someone asks me something I don't know ? Why should I know everything ? I am not God !
Then why should I answer other's questions when I don't have a question to ask myself ? Nor the courage to answer it

May be I like confusion ..It just opens many options to think about and worry about .No No No ..Actually I believe in confusion .It improves one's reasoning power (though I didn't ask why ..why?).But why should I live in reasons and not in results?

Clarity is never good .It makes you biased and make you inclined  towards one particular view.But if I don't want to be confused , how the hell can I say clarity is not good  ? Is it because I never experienced it ?
May be some day I wake up and say I am not confused and I am clear of things to do .Shit ! I hate that feeling .I fear it as well

But I love fear .It asks for reasons that brings results.Oh wait ..I have a solution then ..Fear both clarity and confusion and ride the life like a pirate

Am I convinced ?