HOW SHALL I SAY .. HOW CAN I SAY
THAT NOTHING HAPPENED AND NOTHING CHANGED
I FAILED AGAIN
THOUGH THIS TIME VERY BADLY
MAY BE I PROMISED YOU
MAY BE I FORGOT YOU
MAY BE I DISSAPPOINTED YOU
MAY YOU ARE TRUE .. I AM A LOSER
LOSING MYSELF BIT BY BIT
SUFFERING THIS LOSS HIT AFTER HIT
I BECAME THAT VERY PERSON
WHOM I USED TO SPIT CURSES ON
REASONS ARE MANY
COMPLICATIONS ARE TOO MANY
I SACRIFICED SO MANY
TO MEET THE SUCCESS BUT IT LEFT ME IN AGONY
WHAT A MONOTONOUS LIFE ?
THOUGH I REMEMBER THE START
I DIDN’T RECOGNIZE THE FALL
TURNING EVERYTHING BAD TO WORSE
I AM QUITTING NOW
I AM NOT TIRED OF FIGHTING
I AM AFRAID OF LOSING
I ALREADY KNOW,IT CANT GO WORSE THAN THIS .
