What's more confusing is that I am the one asking the question , waiting for myself to answer it .What if I am not asking the right question ? What if I am not clear on what to ask ? The worst part is what if someone asks me something I don't know ? Why should I know everything ? I am not God !
Then why should I answer other's questions when I don't have a question to ask myself ? Nor the courage to answer it
May be I like confusion ..It just opens many options to think about and worry about .No No No ..Actually I believe in confusion .It improves one's reasoning power (though I didn't ask why ..why?).But why should I live in reasons and not in results?
Clarity is never good .It makes you biased and make you inclined towards one particular view.But if I don't want to be confused , how the hell can I say clarity is not good ? Is it because I never experienced it ?
May be some day I wake up and say I am not confused and I am clear of things to do .Shit ! I hate that feeling .I fear it as well
But I love fear .It asks for reasons that brings results.Oh wait ..I have a solution then ..Fear both clarity and confusion and ride the life like a pirate
Am I convinced ?